Wow. Since i last wrote everything has been just fine and dandy...not :P
I wish i could say that is a true statement, but it's not. Everything hasn't been OK. After i led worship on Tuesday at youth cell, i led worship at our cell group (on Wednesdays) OK so Thursday...It was really rainy and yucky out, and that just reflected my mood perfectly. I felt really...oppressed. I'm not sure if that's the right word. But i felt like i was walking around in a thunder cloud. I'm familiar to what that feels like, I lived in it for a season, but i didn't like it coming back. I didn't understand why, all the sudden, i felt like this again...
DING!! The realization hit me. What I did on Tuesday and Wednesday wasn't appreciated my my enemy. and he engaged me into battle once again.
I don't really have all this figured out, but I know this...The victory is worth the battle. Because the victory has been won by Jesus. I could chose not to walk into situations that set me up for the battle again, but that's not what I've been asked to do. I'll walk in what I'm chosen and called for, because i know anything that comes afterwards will be worth the pain.
So stay strong. Stand strong. The victory is worth the pain.
"It's gonna be worth it. It's gonna be worth it. It's gonna be worth it all..."
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